How Bhai Sahib changed my life...

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I was sad to hear about Bhai Sahib, although when I did think to Guru Sahib I realised that Bhai Sahib has gone back home and Satguru's Charan.  I really wanted to attend the funeral of Bhai Sahib Jee, but I could not attend due to unforeseen reason… 

My experience of bhai sahib, what can I say...
I never knew bhai sahib on a personal level but his talk has never left me, and I still try to find this talk unfortunately I never can.  Bhai sahibs talk helped change my life.  I used to be a mona, smoking, drinking, taking drugs, fights, clubs everything else. 
 
At university I started to think, is this all my life is? Have I experienced everything life can give me? There must be more...

I started to get slightly interested in Sikhi, for a few days I would stop all the things which gurmat is against (meat, drink etc.) but due to bad sangat I will get back to it again.  

What changed my life was Bhai Sahib Bhai Randhir Singh Jees book, Bhai Sahib Bhai Rama Singh Jees book and Bhai Sahib Bhai Nirmal Singh Jees amazing talk
 
I still remember as it was yesterday... I went to the Sikhi Week talk at University.  We all sat down and Bhai Sahib came to the front.  His beautiful face just amazed me and reminded me of a warrior, his dumalla was worn with pride.  His talk was so good about who we are and how we should be, that from the beginning to end I never flinched a muscle.  If that talk can ever be found it should be on the web because it was such an inspirational talk that can pull a person toward satguru.
 
With Guru sahib’s kirpaa, I kept my kes, and Guru Jee blessed me with amrith, and am trying to be a Sikh.
 
I wish I had the chance to thank bhai sahib of such an amazing talk, unfortunately I never got to speak to him, as during rehainsubaaee were all trying to get lahaa and join with guru jee.
 
I thank guru jee that mothers give birth to Gurmukhs like him and I do ardaas more gurmukhs are born like bhai sahib.

I just had to share this... It has been on my chest for so long... Guru maharaaj is ghat ghat antar ki janat; guru jee must have felt that I needed to tell somebody about my experience with Bhai sahib and then I saw the blog. Vaaheguroo.
 
I hope I haven’t offended anyone in any way, and I am sorry for any mistakes.
 
Thank you,

Anon